| OOC - Take care everyone! ^^ |
[29 Aug 2006|02:47pm] |
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It was fun while it lasted. My friends understood how passionate I was about this character, but it seems due to not paying attention, I caused him to be killed.
To the mods of Narplicity, I'm sorry. I didn't pay much attention last night when I joined the other community. My journal there isn't even a member yet, it's so fresh. If I had known, or realized, issues would arise, I would have ceased actions. I respect your decisions and I like all of you. I hope my ignorance in that matter doesn't affect any of that. I spoke with Lyn and she knows I simply said 'hey, I'll join' last night because I am a friend of Joyce. In no way did I mean harm or disrespect.
To everyone else, please keep in touch. ^^; I know a number of you are in the comm that I was made a mod of. We'll have fun there. That's what all of this is supposed to be about right? Having fun! :D Kym and Mina.. you both will be hit the hardest by this. D; I'm sorry. I love you both!
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| Lock n load.. |
[24 Aug 2006|05:46pm] |
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Hokage lasted only a day. I don't care. It was annoying to put up with everyone wanting me to do things instead of researching what I wanted. I've found some invaluable information as I ignored most everyone's requests.
Orochimaru, you can deal with Tsunade. You want me in the position. *waves hand dismissively* Or take it yourself. I can't be bothered with other people's needs.
I'm off to train some of the forbidden jutsu I found on this scroll.
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| Don't waste my time, just give me some kind of sign. |
[21 Aug 2006|08:27am] |
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Kyuubi apparantly disappeared leaving Konoha Hokage-less again. This explains further why I had little resistance to my destruction. Not that Konoha provides much resistance to me.
For my own amusement and to allow myself access to information previously unavailable, I now proclaim myself the Hokage of Konoha. Deal with it or I'll kill you.
My first order of business as Hokage: I demand everyone that has any information or theories on the parallel universe travel or whereabouts of Uchiha Itachi, to make an appointment to speak with me. If you are found to withhold information from me, I will kill you.
I ran into a new Haku recently. Surprised he is not a ninja. Also Naruto confronted me. I have nothing to say about our exchange. However if you see the annoying clone of yourself, do him a favor and kill him. I sense no jinchuuriki power so he is weak and worthless like you would be otherwise.
If you need me, I shall be studying scrolls in the Hokage tower. *smirk*
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| It makes no sense. |
[15 Aug 2006|06:58pm] |
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I only levelled 1/4th of Konoha. Gaara got in the way, having to provoke me further.
And then in the middle of doing hand seals for a katon.. I became dizzy. It seemed as if I ended up with Neji in some alternate reality for about an hour. Itachi was there, and he was really weak. I realized he was not the Itachi I was seeking. Then some Naruto tried to top me and we got into a scuffle. I couldn't imagine why Itachi was hanging out with Naruto, Tenten, Lee, some guy Naruto called Sasori, and the what should be dead Kimimaro. Amazing. Then a really weak clone of me came out. We didn't get along in the slightest. He also claimed I was uglier than him. I beat the shit out of him, and it felt good. I do NOT wear gay ass pirate clothing. Nor will I accept such an insult from a version of me that is so weak and constantly seme'd by Naruto.
I blacked out, and was back in Konoha, as if none of it happened. Still in the preparations of the Katon. Was it a dream.. or a sign? Did I really switch worlds or is it all made up? I may never know. I did stop my rampage of Konoha.
I see it as a sign. Perhaps Neji will lead the way to the obtaining of my children. I want them back, even if I must travel across dimensions and kill Naruto. Is it possible...? I sit in my house now, looking at the locket and thinking about it.
Neji.. Your workplace was destroyed. Don't bother showing up for work tomorrow. And that little Indian restaurant you love..
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| Fate. |
[13 Aug 2006|03:39am] |
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I found a letter from Naruto. I hate him. I hate him for what he has done to me. I hate this fucking cursed village that he loved. This may well be my last entry if Konoha is infact greater than an Uchiha. If I die, I will finally be with the family that was taken from me so many years ago.
**Sasuke has taken the locket and is wearing it. He left to start levelling Konoha until there is no more or he is taken down.**
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[11 Aug 2006|03:49pm] |
I stormed Naruto's house. No one tells me I can't go somewhere, especially in the Uchiha district. I believe I scared him immensely at first.
His circumstances for allowing no one are interesting, but I already knew about the situation from his mysterious friend.
So I had my first relaxing sleep in weeks.
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| I hold a force I can't contain, somebody get me out of here, I'm tearing at myself |
[10 Aug 2006|06:41am] |
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I'm back in Konoha. I've been back, but have not wanted anyone to bother me. I've already had two encounters, Haku and Neji. Both turned out unexpectedly.
Who cares about that for now.
Itachi may as well have dropped off the face of the fucking earth. I can't track him down at all. As well, I seem to have pissed off Akatsuki and cloud village. I believe I'm being pursued.
I missed Ichigo's first word. Fucking figures.
I've had one bowl of oden in the past three days. I think I'll stop at that dark bar that welcomes me. Or just train.
I still want to know how the fuck Sasuke Fish died.
It's time for me to take Sakura's pills again too.
*glares and wanders into bedroom*
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| Long hard road.. |
[31 Jul 2006|10:46pm] |
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Naruto and others,
I am in grass country. It's hot this time of year. So far my efforts have been fruitless. It's mildly frustrating.
There. You got your update.
-Uchiha Sasuke
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| The Journey Begins.. |
[27 Jul 2006|04:59am] |
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I am leaving this morning to hunt my brother. I do not know when, or if, I shall return. Be glad I am giving this much of a good-bye. Don't follow after me. I will kill you if you try to stop me.
Shikamaru, I am taking the katanas with me. They may serve useful.
Neji.. belated congratulations.
preg!Naruto.. hold your head up high and take good care of our children.
Naruto, I will not hesitate to kill you if you try to stop me again. Despite all that has happened between us, nothing will come between me and my goal.
Sasuke.. Just stay alive.
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| It seems unreal... |
[25 Jul 2006|06:45am] |
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My birthday..
I hate birthdays.
It started okay. I lost control of myself and did some bad things. Then it became incredibly good. Then miserable.
Despite the wonderful gift from Naruto and the beautiful katanas from Shikamaru, I think Sasuke is gone. So gone. Why did he have to leave on our birthday?
It was the best and worst birthday of my life. Thank you Ino, Naruto, Shikamaru, and Sasuke.
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| Birthday Party |
[23 Jul 2006|06:29am] |
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Characters: All three Sasukes, Innocent!Ino, Obito
Setting: Naruto/Sasuke's house in the Uchiha District.
Summary: Ino knows it's IC!Sasuke's birthday and plans a party.
Notes: Uncut. Comments left in. (6:30am) They help make sense to parts as well.
( How would we sing it though...to ourselves? )
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| Happy Birthday to Me. |
[23 Jul 2006|12:03am] |
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I think I'll go train.
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| The seasons change.. |
[17 Jul 2006|03:21pm] |
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I rented Iruka and we finished the pen for Neji, but it seems he's wandered off or disappeared. I guess I can use it for the duck house I'll be building. The duck has grown larger since I last mentioned him. I still feed him every day and he goes to the training field with me.
Sasuke and I haven't been talking much. I've oddly seen Naruto more than him. I drew a manga for Naruto. I hope he enjoys it.
..blue and orange... need I say more?
I have been too busy training to talk to many people lately. I visited Shikamaru and I'm trying to figure out why he always falls asleep around me. We spoke about Sasuke and the many injuries I've sustained since Shika arrived here.
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| So what if you can see the dark inside of me |
[10 Jul 2006|05:57am] |
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Naruto left for vacation and all I got were these boxers. He came to see me before leaving wanting to spend time the night before then gave me a gift right before he left the village.
Met this new Neji. He is.. different. Very nice though. Offered to build a stable and pen for his animals.
So Sasuke and I have talked and he has moved home again. Sasuke and Iruka, last night was enjoyable... care to do it again?
Trained rather hard today. Came home to take a nap and it was interrupted by Ino upset over some information the new Neji told her. I simply told her his world is different than ours.
Had a small talk with Haku on the way to Naruto's house. Would have stayed the night at Naruto's but I have building plans to work on.
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| Ad sponsored by Perv!Sasuke |
[07 Jul 2006|12:03pm] |
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Hn. So.. Sasuke and I are doing counselling sort of. I had to design this ad and get it out to the public. If you wish to respond to it, talk to me.
( The Ad )
Oh, and it's referring to my clone essentially.
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| A-amazing |
[06 Jul 2006|10:09pm] |
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I'm moving back to konoha and working as a leaf shinobi again. I've decided chasing after Itachi is too much hassle and he's not really worth the effort. I'd rather enjoy the life I have and eat chocolate covered strawberries and dango all day. I'm going to Suna with my best friend Naruto. We're going to elope there and get married. I'm also sorry to Gaara for fucking Neji.. a few times. Kyuubi, you're the man!
BELIEVE IT!
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[05 Jul 2006|07:56am] |
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Why can't people leave well enough alone.
If I say I don't want to talk about something, don't try to make me talk. If you don't listen, don't hold me liable when I disable you.
In other news, I finished the nursery. Tomorrow I will let Orochimaru know and if Naruto is around we can move the children.
Other than that, I have unsuccessfully avoided everyone and trained.
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| That's what you like.. |
[04 Jul 2006|05:24am] |
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Neji and I were having a debate over what is my best feature.
( Take the poll )
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| Is it any wonder why I'm scared |
[03 Jul 2006|12:41pm] |
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I'm not afraid of tomorrow,
I'm only scared of myself,
Feels like my insides are on fire,
And I'm looking through the eyes of someone else.
Today I tried to make amends with Sasuke. His response went beyond the initial rejection. Went beyond the constant cynicism.. Beyond abuse and rape.
The pain and humiliation.. I only survived by separation of my mind from the surroundings. I watched Sasuke and someone else. Over the hours eventually my mind receded and would not allow me to recognize the victim as myself.
It was ugly. Sasuke prove to be more cruel and heartless than my brother.
I wish I could forget today, but I know it will haunt me forever.
Just like that night..
Yet I still can't hate Sasuke. Maybe I deserve all of it.
Maybe I deserve worse.
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| Sometimes it hurts so much to lose the one you love |
[03 Jul 2006|12:25pm] |
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[Private to Perv!Sasuke]
What I said today. I meant a lot of it.
Especially that I'd always love you.
What you did to me today.. was beyond.. demeaning.
There are no words to truly express the pain and disgust I felt.
I realize now, that there is something wrong with me if you can do all of that, and bring me to tears, and I still love you.
You aren't my number one anymore. No, you won't give me the mangekyou.
I'm too terrified of you to give you such power over me now.
...Itachi was not that cruel to me.
I have not cried like this since the massacre..
I want to hate you. I want to hurt you.
But I love you despite your ugliness.
I've seen the part of you that gave you the nickname Angel.
I realized, as I was packing my things, that it balances your dark side.
The house, you can move back in.
Iruka hasn't lived here since you left. I haven't seen him since then.
I can't live here without you. The memories are too fresh.
All the dark and evil.. especially that happened today.
And all the good.
You will always hate me, I understand that...
But Sasuke, I can't hate you.
( And you, you bring me to my knees, again )
[/Private]
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| In the darkness, I see only myself. |
[03 Jul 2006|10:16am] |
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A few days ago, Ukon came by looking for Sasuke. I was feeling pretty numb from the pain killer. He didn't stay very long. I'm even less happy about what I found out.
Later Ino bothered me in Sasuke's private room as I attempted to feel something. I could not even bring about anger by watching videos of Gaara and Sasuke. *sigh* My ability to feel is numb and dead. I stared at Ino blankly as she tried to figure out and explain what love is to me. What a waste of time. I don't know what love is. I'm not sure I'm even capable of it.
I wandered to Haku's place. I am not sure why. All I can think of is the couch. The new couch looks comfy, but I'm not too keen on the color. A bit bright for furniture. Not long after he kicked me out of his apartment. Not surprising I wasn't wanted there.
I found myself sitting in the rain on the doorstep to IC!Naruto's apartment. I didn't care about the rain. I was wearing nothing but the collar Sasuke put on and my pants. Naruto seemed a bit excitable that I could become ill from what I was doing. He dragged me inside and I'm not quite clear on everything right after that. Somehow he was able to fuel some emotion in me. We had ramen then went to bed.
The next day somehow I woke later than Naruto. Usually I am a light sleeper and the clumsy idiot isn't exactly quiet. I don't know how he left his apartment without waking me. I guess I really needed the sleep. I woke later when he came home and took a shower. He sings suprisingly well like my Naruto(Preg). I wandered sleepily into the bathroom while he showered. It seemed to bother him a little. After I showered as well, seperately, I went into the kitchen to find Naruto and the kitchen covered in waffle batter. The dumbass doesn't even have a waffle iron. Whatever. I finished cooking breakfast for him.
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| EMOS |
[30 Jun 2006|10:34pm] |
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Die already.
God.
Fuck this.
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| Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying |
[30 Jun 2006|05:44am] |
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I went to a Jrock club with Naruto. He really can't hold his alcohol. He became very jealous of people hitting on me. He caused a scene in the club while intoxicated.
Perhaps it is their DNA because I went drinking with my world's Naruto as well and he became intoxicated quickly. He told me he would go gay for me and that he loved me. I told him I wouldn't give up my ambitions for him.
Kurenai seems to be putting on some weight. Maybe she really is pregnant. (Or drinks too many protein shakes.)
Iruka and I are getting along better, but then Sasuke had to go and ruin it. Why do I have to be the disliked one all the time? Why does everyone want to get with Sasuke? I don't understand. Whatever.
I got into Sasuke's pills again. Took the wrong one. Everything feels nice to touch and Sasuke got mad that I was snuggling with Iruka. They both fell asleep on me and when Sasuke woke up he started fighting with me.
Sasuke made Iruka leave the house.
I think Sasuke left me. He's probably out fucking people and being happy with his freedom.
Sometimes I wish Sasuke would try to listen and understand me.
I'm just going to be comfortably numb on my bed and stare at the ceiling.
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| Log |
[28 Jun 2006|11:01am] |
Characters: IC!Sasuke, Hokage!Kyuubi, Girl!Shikamaru, Horny!Kisame, Emo!Hayate, Naive!Ino, Tayuya
Setting: Hokage Tower; Konoha
Rating: PG for profanity and bad pickup lines
Summary: Kyuubi threw a party. The end, at least, was lame! <3333
Notes: I arrived very fashionably late.. Dunno if someone else has the full log.
( ...I have two penises too. )
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